the charm the wit the uncontrollable magnetism of what and who should never be..
probably one of the main reasons for the fascination i got for eccentric ways eccentric types ,things that are supposed to be wrong and stuff ,it got a charm i just cant describe ...living is not allowed for a prollongued amount of time without being labeled somehow .who puts those labels anyways i keep askin myself
i like people and i dont ..its intricate and kinda contradictory . i tend to keep to myself in most situations and i dont do the mingling thing particularly great ,i dont mingle, i dont join clubs ,i dont label people and i dont label myself too much other people do that so why bother...i like learning from people ,i like their particularities,i like naive people,i like listening ideas from others since it gives the air some kind of freshness what could i get from just listening to myself i can do that but just for reflection ,i think i know where i stand i think i know ..well barely what i want ,i think too much about myself and the world according to me i dont know if this is normal ,i wonder if others think this tru like for so long or its just some kind of intellectual failure to do this ,go in circles ,then feel like i wanna leave my head for a bit .its kinda healthy,one reason to enjoy hedonism in a way ,i believe in harmless hedonism or probably even naive hurt ,the kinda hurt u do when well u dont mean it ,i dont ever mean wrong which is probably one of the characteristics ill treasure till the day i die.
my mission in life is probably just communicate or get a glimpse of whats really going on, half of the time i have no idea,i got this love for languages music,art of all kinds and it is just the need to be able to say what i cant articulate in spoken words that is a defficiency its like people who cant hear ,i know my weaknesses , i know some of the so called wrong things are somehow a fix for this. so now the search goes for..... i got things to say now just give me the adequate medium to express them...im looking .
i like people and i dont ..its intricate and kinda contradictory . i tend to keep to myself in most situations and i dont do the mingling thing particularly great ,i dont mingle, i dont join clubs ,i dont label people and i dont label myself too much other people do that so why bother...i like learning from people ,i like their particularities,i like naive people,i like listening ideas from others since it gives the air some kind of freshness what could i get from just listening to myself i can do that but just for reflection ,i think i know where i stand i think i know ..well barely what i want ,i think too much about myself and the world according to me i dont know if this is normal ,i wonder if others think this tru like for so long or its just some kind of intellectual failure to do this ,go in circles ,then feel like i wanna leave my head for a bit .its kinda healthy,one reason to enjoy hedonism in a way ,i believe in harmless hedonism or probably even naive hurt ,the kinda hurt u do when well u dont mean it ,i dont ever mean wrong which is probably one of the characteristics ill treasure till the day i die.
my mission in life is probably just communicate or get a glimpse of whats really going on, half of the time i have no idea,i got this love for languages music,art of all kinds and it is just the need to be able to say what i cant articulate in spoken words that is a defficiency its like people who cant hear ,i know my weaknesses , i know some of the so called wrong things are somehow a fix for this. so now the search goes for..... i got things to say now just give me the adequate medium to express them...im looking .
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